Cancer????

Hye uols...

Sejak dua menjak ni, Yayansmum rajin sket update belog....
ntah la uols...banyak sgt mende yang yayansmum fikir kat kepala ni...macam2...serabut rasanya kalau tak release.... :(

Yesterday, dapat result blood test, assistant my specialist ader call, mintak yayansmum ambik ubat...coz HB level (haemoglobin) yayansmum very low...so, yayansmum kene makan ubat tu for 2 weeks, then jumpa my specialist again to take blood test one more time. Lepas tu, baru le my specialist akan discuss further regarding my next treatment.

Uols tahu tak, bila assistant my specialist fax blood test result tu kelmarin, yayansmum jadik tak senang duduk...yayansmum google everything based on result tu...yelah, nak tanya lebih2 kat assistant my specialist tu, for sure la dia tak tahu kan...coz dia cuma bagitau apa yang my specialist instruct.

Makin banyak Yayansmum google...makin susah hati pulak Yayansmum...yelah, discover macam2 kan?pastu, takde kepastian, tu yg tension tu...adehh...
makin stress yayansmum....

* Yang ni...for sure la, bukan yayansmum...(^_^)

Then, yayansmum decide, nak g clinic nearby, yelah nak g Kuantan Medical centre, jauh gak, semata-mata nak ambik ubat, jenuh gak la...So, yayansmum g discuss n ambik ubat ngan doctor terdekat jelah, the same doctor yang refer yayansmum ke specialist.

So at the same day,Yayansmum g Klinik Idrus Paka, jumpa ngan Doc Aaini...suke gak jumpa Doc nie, coz explaination dia mmg puas hati.Lagipun, umo dia dah 50++, so for sure her experience is more kan...

Then, bila dah discuss ngan Doc, yayansmum lega la jugak sikit, tapi at the same time risau gak la...coz Doc Aini cakap, better buat operation cepat, coz percentage tumor marks yayansmum dah ader...means, tanda2 ke arah "cancer" tu dah ade sikit...bukan nak kata confirm yayansmum ader cancer, but ada tanda2 yang boleh lead ke arah tu....uwaaaaaaa!!!takut la uols....takut sgt....

*Uols, nmpk kan...point CA 125 tu lebih sikit dr 35.00, :(

Doc Aaini nasihatkan i, kene makan ubat yg dia bg consistently, then hopefully after 2 weeks my HB level naik...then, terus je go for surgery...lagi awal lagi bagus....

Ermm...elok jugak yayansmum buat surgery awal...klu tak all the times asyik terfikir bende yang bukan2...yelah...risau kan.....

Apapun, yayansmum rasa tahun ni, tahun yang agak mencabar jugak untuk Yayansmum. Yayansmum harap Yayansmum akan kuat n tabah hadapi apapun dugaan...insyaallah.

Suami, anak, keluarga dan kawan-kawan akan jadi kekuatan utama yayansmum....insyaallah.....moga kalian semua akan selalu di sisi ya?...amin..


Love,
Yayansmum

P/s Kalau rasa sumthing weird, dun wait...trs jumpa je doctor..we never know kan...

It's Not a Good Start for The Year....

Salam uols...hope ur day is full of colors...(^_^)

Yesterday, yayansmum pegi jumpa specialist, coz yayansmum dapat refer letter daripada clinic untuk further treatment dengan specialist.

Ermm...yayansmum rasa semacam kat perut yayansmum, like ada ketulan..so, memang la worried kan...so, bila dah jumpa doc kat clinic, dier scan, mmg betul la ader... :(

Actually, mmg yayansmum ader history...sebelum ni, tahun 2007, yayansmum dah penah go thru surgery untuk buang cyst (apa tu, cyst?, klik SINI )Yayansmum ada ketumbuhan kat kiri n kanan ovari. Tapi, Yayansmum punya is not ordinary cyst, yang bila dibuang sekali, dah takde dah lepas tu. Yayansmum got Endometriosis cyst...yang bila dibuang, possibility utk bende tu datang balik, is really high... :( nak buat camner kan....

So,yesterday yayansmum jumpa specialist kat Kuantan Medical Centre, which her name is Doctor Suriati Sulong. Doctor yang pernah buat surgery and further treatment untuk yayansmum sebelum ni...since the year 2006,

Yayansmum mmg suka sgt jumpe Doctor nie...baik sgt, (^_^), lembut je bila bercakap...bila dia nak bagi injection ke apa, tak rasa sakit pun, pelik kan?huhu...psychology sebenarnya...coz Doctor ni very la "bersopan santun"..hehhee...

So, back to my story just now...when Doctor Sue scan...tetiba je dia berkerut semacam, yayansmum pun cuak...then, dia ckp...ketulan tu dah besar, dia a bit worried jugak coz dlm masa 2 tahun ketulan tu dah jadi 9cm!sembilan cm tuuu....besar gak, and confirm kene go thru surgery utk buang...adeh!risaunyeee yayansmum...

Then, she told me to ambik ujian darah dulu, we see how...tapi, operation tetap akan dibuat...yayansmum dah pilih tarikh, 9hb Feb ni....takpelah, Yayansmum ok jer...yang penting semua will be okay after that kan...

Tapi, klu blood test yayansmum shows something weird, Doc kata dia akan call, to re-schedule appointment untuk buat surgery tu...mungkin lebih awal...alahai...dup-dap..dup-dap jantung yayansmum.... :(

Yayansmum ada gak tanya Doc...penyakit yayansmum ni boleh lead to Cancer ke..then, dia ckp mmg ada jugak cases yang dia pnh handle sebelum ni, which is Endometriotic Cancer..org2 yang kene tu mmg ada history Endometriosis like me...:( Lagi yayansmum kecut perut...Ya Allah, jgn la jadik yang bukan-bukan... :(

Entahlah, uols....mmg this one is not a good start for the year...tapi, yayansmum akan cuba sedaya upaya to be strong...Dak Yayan yang kecik tu pun fight really tough for his heart disease, takkan yayansmum tak boleh kan?kan?

Insyaallah, semoga Allah sentiasa bersama kami...amin...

Love,
Yayansmum

P/s Uols, yang wanita-wanita tue...jgn lupa buat annual Pap Smear ya?kita berusaha...yang laen kita serahkan pada-Nya.